everything means NOTHING !

2006-08-07T02:39:00.000-07:00

today damn fun sia. no math. horray ! cause we have to the the survey thingy. ((:
butt still got alot of math homework. english and science too. )): haiya.
today went for early lunch. it was soo fun. kena bully. ohh yeah. i bankcrupt already sia.
so i ask siti, my san mei to blanjer me food and drink but she blanjer me food only. i used my one dollar to buy my ice lemon tea. when i followed my san mei to order my hamburger, rachel ang, my sweetest darling came out from no where and ask me when will eunice come to school. eunice wanna hit her butt ! LOLZ.

after eating, i took straw and bite it. my hobby mahh. haha. then, ryan, my di di pull my straw. haiya. he very naughty larh. so i chase him around the canteen and assembly area.
suddenly, loysius came from behind and shoot an ice on my neck. asshole. then i chase both of them. after chasing them, i went to the drink stall and take two straws. when i was biting one straw, nicolette and jolie, my xiao mei gave me their ice. hooray !

i seach for loysius to shoot ice at him. so called 'revenge' !! ((: when i turn around, adriel was behind me. he actually wanted to shoot ice on me but it missed. it ended up on carissa. LOLZ.
that time, i was still biting the staws, when zen, my di di and loysius pulled my straw out. they pull till it was long. when my di di was still pulling the straw, i opened my mouth and he almost fell down. HAHAHA. who ask you to disturb me ? serve you right. i quickly pull siti and walk off. wait. before the three boys pulled my straw, i saw someone that i could not believe that was her. we saw addiqs lover, steffi. was that her ? she look so fat sia. whatever larh.

during art periods, we finish up our posters. i partnered with jia min, my si jie. when we were colouring the poster, hulkberry, my er di came to me and ask me to do for him a poster.
since my si jie wanna colour the poster, so i do it for him. ((: see soo kind ! whatever larh fatiin.

when i reached at the malay class, addiq and aaqil was playing on the board. then i saw daryns name. i step in only, both of them make noice. whatever larh. his not mine. never be mine. NEVER ! he belong to rachel and not me. understand ADDIQ ? whatever larh ekh.
i wanna watch chinese show later at 9.00 pm but now i wanna watch a video. bye.

2006-08-05T17:42:00.000-07:00

yesterday got founders day service in the moring and dinner in the night.
woke up at 6.00 am. then go mandi. after mandi, wait for ayah to get ready to send me to school. actually the service start at 7.45 am but i wanna go ealier so i ask him to send me at 7.10 am. LOLZ. when i reach school, i saw rachel with joel. so i walk with them. then at the covered play are, i saw jia min. me, rachel and jia min walk to class together. when we reached the class, only few of them was there. put our things and run to the toilet. as normal, we took out our handphones and take pictures larh. sms larh. dont know what shit larh we do.

then at 8.30 am, the teachers bring us to the hall. actually, some of my friends and i should sit behinde ; last row, but then ms fazilla shift my row to the front. WHAT THE HELL ?? we have to sit the row infront of daryns row !! arhh.. so unlucky sia.

after the service, i followed siti to sofia house to take her badminton racket to play. at 12.45 noon, i went down to play with them until 2.30 pm. we play badminton, skipping and shouting game. haha. sofia actually counted the number of times we shouted. siti shouted 50 + and i shouted 5 times. ONLY ARH ?

at 5.00 pm, i quickly get ready to go for the dinner. then at 5.30 pm, i ran up to siti house. sofia look soo sweet ! waited for regina for about 20 minutes. when she finally came, we saw her eyes was like really red so we know that she is crying. we try to cool her down as we walk to the car.

7 years of friendship... & counting.

when we reached infront of the hotel, we were all shocked to see everything. EVERYTHING !!
we saw a group of girls from primary 6E so we followed them. copycat ! LOLZ. suddenly we saw the words, " WAY TO THE SHOPPING MALL ". wohoo. shopping !! then, we look for sleeveless t-shirt for me. we finally bought it from OP. i paid $4.00, siti paid $6.90 i think and regina paid $9.00. after buying, we heard someone calling us from above. then we saw mei ying and members. she asked all of us to go up by the lift but we dont know where and siti asked a lady. we made one big round to look for the lift. and finally we found it.

when we reach in front of the hall, people was like staring at us. but we dont care larh. we actually wating for cikgu aznani to come but she said she will be late. then we saw rachel ang and alison. they look hot man. ((: 2o minutes later, daryn and his gang came. sofia and i saw him so we pulled siti in. pheww. that was close man. whatever larh.

at 10.45 pm, siti father came and fetch us home. alah. so fast ? but nvm lar. i had fun already !
okey larh. i wanna try to sleep back. but i really miss those fun time.
040806 ; the day we will never forget. NEVER ! (:

2006-08-02T00:49:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRERYL !! ((:

great. today kena bully by MUSHADDIQ ! that really idiotic friend of mine.
yesterday. while waiting for the oral, i asked him about the relationship between daryn and rachel. and then suddenly he said i like daryn. what sia. i dont even like him lorh! *only as a friend larh. he kept asking me wheather i really really really like him not. till rachel thought he like me and i like him. what ? me and mushaddiq ?? nononono. whatever larh. aaqil wanted to tell his friends and he told aaqil not to spread it around.

then the next day, he told all his friend and even daryn. idiot larh you.
luckly daryn dont believe. pheww. now all his idiotic friends are disturbing me by saying that i like daryn. whatever larh people. hais. okey larh. wanna sleep now. bye. LOVE you. MUACKS MUACKS.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MUSHADDIQ !! ((:

2006-07-29T20:45:00.000-07:00

wohoo. yesterday i really had fun man. went to watch the ndp preview with kak nana.and guess what. the singapore idol finalist was also there. they walk around the stadium. they sat a few rows behinde me. butt i still can see them from infront. joakim and hady is soo hot !! ((: too bad i did not bring my camera to take pictures with them just now. wasted sia. butt there will still be a second chance what. right right right ? whatever larh fatiin. ohh yea. i love the fireworks ! it rocks. ARHH ! PAIN ! OUCH ! pain lehk my leg. because of the STUPID butt NICE shoe. XD okey larh. i wanna bath. tired sia. byebye. take care. joakim and hady rockz ! and by the way, rahimah look soo sweet ! ((:

2006-07-21T10:42:00.000-07:00

fuiyoo. today is racial harmony day and mr tong scolded the primary six student. what we did sia. haiya. he talk about the adam khoo thingy and how we behave. i know we behave like SHIT justnow. (: okey. he took 40 minutes that is about one period. wahh.

then after the scolding, we went back to class. by the time we reach the class, we only have about two minutes. and that time was mrs yan's period. hoorayy ! one period of math were gone. soo happy. ohh yeah, ms leow didnt come to school today. soo lucky. cause i didnt learn the spelling. :P butt mr khoo relief the class. not that teacher ! arhh. butt we can do anything we want as long we are quiet. during science period, we went science lab to watch a video.

recess time, i ate one seaweed chicken and one otak-otak. yummy yummy. actually i wanted to take photo with jolie, carissa, priscilla, siti, regina and alot more butt then my camera no batteries. i should bring extra batteries sia. haiya, so forgetful ! we decided to play skipping. suddenly the bell rang. we all rush to the canteen to get ready. i should sit with vera butt regina came first, so i have to sit behind with nicolette. she very irritating sia. tickle me larh, keep toaching on my baju kurung larh. eww. okeyy. then mr chua talk to the primary six students about the founders day dinner after the primary three and four had left. hooray ! i can go ! soo happy. blah blah blah.

the lunch time rocks !! dominic accidentally pull up alvina's shirt and she was angry. she ask me to pinch his red cheek. soo did i. (i pinch ryan lim's cheek too) haha. sorry man. i bought one fifty cent drinks. then when ryan lim was eating, i shoot one ice to him. hahaha. serve him right ! ((: shoot at each other. play catching at the canteen. hide here hide there. thats what we did. (: haiyo. i spent more then two dollar on fifty cent drinks sia. he bought the can drink and ask for more ice. what was he thinking ?? when i bought the last drink, dome (dominic) ask for some. i thought he drank already so i pull out the straw and i spill the water on the banch. lucky still got ice. hehehe. i act that i wanted to throw the cup butt i shooted the last ice at ryan. kena his neck sia. whoohu. haha. he wanted to have revenge on me butt i hide behind siti, the pillar and the dustbin. soo lucky. butt the water splash at me.

then i pulled priscilla and siti to the covered play area. because some pupil from 6G was there so we also go there. they were playing skipping again ! the aunty sell batteries butt cannot use for cameras. then i played skipping with them. me and carine jump together while carissa and rachel hold on to the wood thingy. butt then IDIOTS came and disturb us. the IDIOTS are aaqil, ryan lim and loysius. stupid !! i was angry so i shouted at them. im always shouting. x) play play play.

1.oo pm already so we walk slowly back to class. when we reach to the class, some boys was doing the tank thingy and some was playing the chinese chess. i still dont really understand that game. hehe. waited waited and waited but no teacher came. that time nicolette and joel was fighting. nicolette and jia min was playing the skipping IN CLASS. joel saw them playing and walk infront of them. the rope accidentally hit joels back and he thought nicolette did it on purpuse. so he hit nicolette back. its actually both of their fault. okeyy. nvm. i cant take it anymore, so i went down to the office to complain butt they did NOTHING ! i just went back to class cause the next period was coming. five minutes later, mrs yan came and ryan cheong told her that no teachers came and relief us. then she said one of us should tell the office. i quickly tell her that i went down already.

at 1.45 pm, me, siti, addiq and aaqil went down to the hall to help cikgu with the stall. by 2.oo pm, some school came. they sattled down and do a short consert while ellysha and natasha accompany me buy burger to eat. after eating, we went back to the hall. ten minutes later, they started the activities. me and siti should take care of stall five stones butt siti gave up and i did alone till sofia came. (actually farah help abit) help help help. at 5. 15, cikgu zamree asked all of us to keep all the items and clear all the things on the ground. ellysha, natasha, faizal, me, indah and juliana help cikgu umi with the board and help to pick up all the rubbish on the ground. i quickly went down and i saw siti, hadirah and sofia waiting for me at the covered play area. we walk slowly to the opposite. ohh yeah, we saw this crazy indian guy talking to himself. ambulance came and he wave at the ambulance. finally the ambulance took him away. okey larh. wanna sleep already. nites. ((:

2006-07-14T06:35:00.001-07:00

arhh. i didnt do my homework today !! cause i left my STUPID file under xaviers table ! what the hell. butt i was lucky to do my english homework before ms leow came and mrs yan didnt found out that i didnt do my homework ! wee. hehe. second last period was miserable. mrs yan asked adriel to take out his PREFECT tie just because he played that magnet thingy. she gave him another chance and return back the tie. pheww. so lucky !

during lunch time, the girls went to the playground to play. so childish ! primary six ready still want to play. haiya. 10 minutes before 1pm, me and jolie went back to class.when we reach the class, only addiq, ryan, adriel and someone else was there. addiq ask why we went up so early larh. dont know what shit he was talking about.

5 minutes later, i ran down and i saw vera so i asked her to follow me to the bookshop to buy my correction tape. while walking we saw ryan lim. he didnt go supplementry ! ohh yeah. he almost fell down the stairs when he was taking out his money. hahaha. serve him right larh.
after buying the correction tape, me and vera quickly ran back to class cause we have about 3 more minutes.

then before waiting for mrs yan to come for supplementry, adriel, zen and julvin played the visual lyzer. they were unlucky that mrs yan saw them playing. mrs yan scolded them for ... about 10 minutes. wahh. then he went to adriel and ask him to take out the PREFECT tie AGAIN. not again !! aiya .. okeyy. when she was checking the revision 4 with us, me and cheryl send note to each other. and its about adriel. sorry man ! xD. suddenly. mushaddiq stared at him. so i know something bad is happening. so i look at addiq( mushaddiq )and ask him whether adriel was crying. addiq nod his head and showed me the quiet hand sign. wahh. so touching ! pity him. when mrs yan left the class, ryan, addiq and dominic went to him to cool him down. then he quickly take out another tie from his bag and wear. luckily he brought another tie ! pheww. 15 minutes before the english supplementry ends, he suddenly changed. became so happy. still can disturb people ! haiya. during science supplementry, we did our PLSE booklet. write. write. write. mr koh tell answer, so we write. thats our job. xD

after supplementry. addiq, jerwin, ryan, xavier, dominic and justin stayed back to help with the tank thingy. me and regina did the teachers day planning. with carissa help but she went home earlier. do. do. do. then at 4. 05 pm, we ran down to look for ms iris tay. luckily i found her after 10 minutes. if not arh, i think i die already larh. then walk to the seven eleven, when i saw siti, hadirah and sofia. i ask them to wait for me but siti and sofia taking bus home so i ask hadirah to take care of my back while i ran to buy my gulp. so i walk home with hadirah. i usually walk home with carine butt she didnt come to school today. she accompany me to uncle faisal shop. i bought 2 chupa-chup for myself but i gave 1 to farid. wahh. tired sia today. okeyy. till here only. takecare horh.

2006-06-25T00:37:00.000-07:00

They played our song the other night. I knew it was it, before the words even came out. I started to cry, cause it was something we used to have. So I went looking for you, through the crowds of people, thinking he said he'd always love me, so one dance for old times wouldn't hurt. As I finally found you, tears began to run down my cheek uncontrollably without me even knowing it. Because you were dancing with someone else. Holding her tight, telling her how much you loved her, and how this would always be yours and her's song.

2006-06-18T12:42:00.000-07:00

When everythings wrong,
I just pick up the phone.
The sound of your voice,
It fills my eyes with tears of joy.
Cause I know you'll be there
When I'm hanging by a thread,
You're my heaven sent.

2006-06-18T12:38:00.000-07:00

I knew it would never work,
But I kept on loving you.
I knew that you would break me,
But I kept my faith in you.
And I knew that you kept telling me lies,
But I still believed everything you said.

2006-06-16T21:59:00.000-07:00

I've decided you're not worth it.
I won't shed another tear over you.
Why on earth would I cry over someone
Who could care less about me?
That only makes me seem pathetic.
And I'm not.
I never was.
I was only in love with someone
Who didn't have the capability of loving me back.